CRY FOR ME
PLEASE DONT CRY FOR ME.
JUST CRY FOR THE CHILD I USED TO BE.
CRY FOR THE TORTURED NINE YEAR OLD.
CRY BECAUSE AT THAT AGE HER HEART TURNED ICE COLD.
CRY FOR THE ONE, THAT HAD HER CHILDHOOD TAKEN.
CRY FOR THE CHILD, THAT ALWAYS FELT FORSAKEN.
BUT JUST PLEASE DONT CRY FOR ME.
JUST CRY FOR THE CHILD I USED TO BE.
CRY FOR ALL THE PAIN SHE WENT THROUGH.
CRY FOR THE HAPPINESS SHE NEVER KNEW.
CRY FOR HER BODY, THAT WAS BROKEN IN SIN.
CRY FOR THE LIFE, THAT NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO BEGIN.
BUT PLEASE DONT CRY FOR ME.
JUST CRY FOR THE CHILD I USED TO BE.
I CAN NOT BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I CAN ONLY IN THIS LIFE BE ME
I CAN NOT BE THAT OUTGOING SOCIAL BUTTERFLY
I CANT HELP THE FACT THAT IVE ALWAYS BEEN SHY
I CAN NOT BE AS DARING AS THE REST,
I CAN ONLY FOR YOU MY LOVE TRY MY BEST
I CAN NOT CLIMB THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN FOR YOU
IM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS SO WHATS A GIRL TO DO
I CAN NOT SWIM ACROSS THE OCEAN NOT I
I CANT SWIM MY LOVE ID DROWN AND DIE
I CANT BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT ME TO BE
I CAN ONLY IN THIS LIFE BE ME
AND BEING ME MEANS THAT I CAN LOVE YOU UNTIL
MY LIFE ENDS
AND TRY MY HARDEST TO BE THE BEST LOVER AND FRIEND
IT ALSO MEANS ILL NEVER BETRAY YOU
AND ILL BE YOUR SUPPORT NO MATTER WHAT YOU GO THROUGH
SO I MAY NEVER BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
BUT IM SOMEONE THAT CAN LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY
ASHES TO ASHES AND DUST TO DUST
MY SPIRIT IS NOW DYING AND IM OVERWHELMED WITH LUST
IM TRYING TO HOLD ON TO THE GOODNESS THATS INSIDE
BUT MY FLESH IS WEAK AND NOW IM OVERCOME WITH PRIDE
HERE LIES A TORTURED VESSEL BROKEN AND TORN IN SIN
WHOSE BODY WAS GIVEN IN PLEASURES SAKE OVER AND OVER AGAIN
MY BLOOD IS NOW TAINTED WITH THE SWEETEST AND EROTIC DESIRE
DOOMING MY SOUL TO AN ETERNAL LAKE OF FIRE
MOURN FOR ME AS I GIVE UP MY FREE WILL
CRY FOR ME AS I FIND EXSTACY IN A LITTLE PILL
PRAY FOR ME AS I WALLOW IN THAT BLISS
DERIVING EXCITEMENT FROM ANOTHER WOMANS KISS
ANOINT MY GRAVE AND PLANT THE PRETTIEST ROSES THERE
CAUSE THEY REMIND ME OF THAT SWEET FRAGRENCE OF HER BEAUTIFUL HAIR
ASHES TO ASHES AND DUST TO DUST
MY SPIRIT IS NOW DYING AND OVERWHELMED WITH LUST
IM LOST IN A DAZE
TRAPPED IN THIS MAZE
CALLED LIFE
FILLED WITH STRIFE
AND PAIN HERE
FULL OF DEBILITATING FEAR
NOT KNOWING WHATS RIGHT
JUST DARKNESS NO LIGHT
COLD AND CONFUSED
LIFE WITHOUT A MUSE
NO INSPIRATION TO LIVE
NO HOPE WILL IT GIVE
TEARS ALL DRIED
EMPTINESS ONLY INSIDE
WANTING A FINAL END
ONLY TO HAVE A NEW DAY BEGIN
BROKEN IN MY MIND
NO PEACE TO FIND
MY SPIRIT IS WEEK
NO HAPPINESS TO REACH
JUST PAIN HERE
AND DEBILITATING FEAR
CALMING AND SOOTHING IS THE RAIN,
WASHING AWAY ALL MY PAIN;
LOUD AND CRASHING IS THE THUNDER,
BREAKING THE SPELL YOU PUT ME UNDER;
CALCULATING AND PRECISE ARE THE LIGHTENING BOLT THAT HITS THE GROUND,
BREAKING THE CHAINS THAT KEPT ME BOUND;
THANKS MOTHER NATURE FOR SAVING ME,
NOW I CAN GROW STRONG AND TALL AS AN OAK TREE;
Falling tears,
Over the years;
Anger and pain,
Steadily remains;
Lonely and confused,
Needing to be transfused;
Bitter and cold,
Quiet yet bold;
Rage inside,
Her soul has died;
In the dark she wanders,
Her life she ponders;
Its unfair she feels,
Her true self she doesn't reveal;
To much violence and fire,
Her circumstances are dire;
In need of a release,
In search of peace;
And calm and glee,
Only wanting to be free;
Free of the shame,
Herself she blames;
Not being able to fight back,
Trying to figure out what she lacks;
Incessantly replaying things over in her mind,
Not letting the wounds heal with time;
Taking risks she shouldn't take,
Accepting love that she knows is fake;
Being others and not knowing herself,
Putting her needs on a shelf;
Just to be accepted by no good men,
That uses her and throws her away again;
She’s lost in this cold and brutal world,
Outside a woman but inside an angry little girl;
Night began to fall slowly
And the moon crept into the sky
Leaving me feeling lonely
Only my shadow and I
Then sleep came over me
And I fell into its arms
And drifted into its melody
Swooned by its charm
Then day swiftly appeared
Awaking me from my slumber
And you kissed my forehead so dear
Breaking the spell that I was under
I CAN NOT BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I CAN ONLY IN THIS LIFE BE ME
I CAN NOT BE THAT OUTGOING SOCIAL BUTTERFLY
I CANT HELP THE FACT THAT IVE ALWAYS BEEN SHY
I CAN NOT BE AS DARING AS THE REST,
I CAN ONLY FOR YOU MY LOVE TRY MY BEST
I CAN NOT CLIMB THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN FOR YOU
IM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS SO WHATS A GIRL TO DO
I CAN NOT SWIM ACROSS THE OCEAN NOT I
I CANT SWIM MY LOVE ID DROWN AND DIE
I CANT BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT ME TO BE
I CAN ONLY IN THIS LIFE BE ME
AND BEING ME MEANS THAT I CAN LOVE YOU UNTIL
MY LIFE ENDS
AND TRY MY HARDEST TO BE THE BEST LOVER AND FRIEND
IT ALSO MEANS ILL NEVER BETRAY YOU
AND ILL BE YOUR SUPPORT NO MATTER WHAT YOU GO THROUGH
SO I MAY NEVER BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
BUT IM SOMEONE THAT CAN LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY
